What the heck is spiritual awakening? I define it below in four ways, but first I have to say this:
If you haven’t gone through the awakening process, at least in part, you are very likely to regard spiritual awakening as a myth, a carrot dangled by a guru who wants your money, or a way for self-important spiritual types to self-aggrandize or engage in power dynamics, or, at best, a way to glorify a peak experience.
But in truth, none of those things have anything to do with real awakening. It is not a peak experience: it’s not an experience at all (though of course it can be accompanied by experience).
It’s a different kind of thing (or rather, no-thing) entirely.
What is awakening, if it’s not an experience? It’s a paradigm shift that reconfigures the way you experience everything. There may or may not be an experiential element to this paradigm shift, but it doesn’t matter.
Spiritual Awakening accompanied by fireworks and awakening accompanied by nothing to write home about (which is much more common) are the same in terms of where they land you.
But where is that? In Western discourse, awakening has been wrongly conflated with ‘enlightenment’ which entails some kind of mystical download of knowledge or wisdom.
While spiritual discourse can make it seem as if the awakened person knows something — or has something — the unawake person doesn’t, it’s actually the other way around.
Spiritual Awakening entails losing something — specifically, your deeply conditioned beliefs about who you are and what the world is — and gaining nothing.
‘Awakening’ itself is of course a metaphor. Since no human language has an adequate word for this paradigm shift, we (teachers of Asian spiritual traditions) use the metaphor of waking up out of a dream, because that’s what it feels like.
Though it’s true that someone is either awake or not, there are also different versions, or some would say different stages, in the awakening process. These are the ones I’ve been able to identify, here presented clearly and without jargon.
1. Waking up out of the socially constructed self: that is, out of the belief that your thoughts, memories, self-images, or ‘stories’ define, delimit or describe you.
In other words, waking up out of the dream that the contents of thought have anything to do with who (or what) you fundamentally are.
This entails seeing clearly that there is no ostensive referent to the ‘I’ thought — that is, seeing that that concept ‘I’ doesn’t actually point to anything but a fabricated, ill-defined, nebulous and contradictory self-image; a thought or idea of ‘me’ that sits on top of, and veils, your deeper being.
(Though ‘I’ can also refer to pure being, that’s not how most people use the word.)
In real spiritual awakening, these are all experiential realizations, not conceptual ones, which is why they’re so hard to put into words effectively.
2. Waking up out of conceptual overlay — that is, no longer projecting your concepts of things onto things.
This is simply the natural extension of #1 above. Getting out of the habit of conceptual/interpretive overlay takes a long time for most people to work through, but if one follows this thread of realization to its terminus, it leads inevitably to:
3. Waking up out of the dream of separation.
By completely shedding the belief that there are objects (and people) separate from yourself, you awaken to the truth of seamless unity with all that is.
Though this particular version/stage of awakening is often glorified, in actuality it’s not mystical or anything; it’s just seeing clearly without the filter of the conditioned mind (yes, that’s possible, or else most of the Asian spiritual traditions are wrong about their most central tenet).
You don’t attain unity; you experientially recognize that you have never been separate from anything ever.
4. Waking up out of the belief in objective reality, here defined as the imagined existence of an observer – independent universe of material objects with independent essences.
This is too difficult and subtle to explain here, and as lived experience (rather than a concept) is certainly even weirder than it sounds.
So you see, referring back to my earlier blog post, Matthew Remski missed the point when he said that the word ‘awake’ adds nothing to the statement “You can be awake and still be a jerk, or you can be awake and be integrated” — because spiritually speaking, without awakeness, there’s nothing to integrate.
Awakeness is not just another interpretation of reality to integrate with all your other stories — it’s a paradigm shift that obliterates interpretations and launches you into an absolutely indescribable mode of being in which the only true ‘knowing’ is unknowing everything you ever thought you knew.
It’s dwelling in raw intimacy with absolutely every thing, free of the need to understand or interpret it, and free of the impulse to accept or reject it. (Including your own thoughts!)
It is the process of integrating these stages of spiritual awakening that is most thoroughly life-changing.
Until then, depending on the ‘strength’ of awakening, you can flip back and forth between your new mode of perception and the old one, and the old may even, in some cases, reassert itself permanently.
More importantly, prior to integration, your spiritual awakening doesn’t substantially alter your behavior or benefit anyone else.
Remski has argued that “the notion of ‘awakening’ categorizes people into in-crowds and out”.
Yes, it sure seems to, but here’s the problem: if awakened awareness (Skt. bodha, bodhi, prabuddha, etc.) is really a thing and actually constitutes a different paradigm of being, how can we avoid such a distinction?
And when any distinction exists, people will create the story that it’s better to be one or the other.
However, the irony here is that any awake person knows that being awake confers no superiority or advantage over others whatsoever. It’s not in any way a ‘better’ condition to be in, though many find it more joyful and/or free.
It is true, however, that someone who hasn’t experienced spiritual awakening is unable to talk about it meaningfully. This isn’t exclusionism, any more than it’s exclusionism to say that someone who’s never tasted a mango is unable talk about it meaningfully.
If it is really true that someone is either awake or they’re not (though of course there are degrees of the former), and that there’s no way to know what awakeness is like until you’ve experienced it for yourself, than how can we possibly language it without some people seeing the language as exclusionist?
How can we talk about it in a way that doesn’t invite projection? I really don’t know. If you have an idea on this, please do post it in the comments below.
If people who hear about awakening desire for it to happen to them, fine. But they are no more disempowered by that desire than someone who wants to know what it’s like to see Earth from space, or someone who wants to learn to scuba-dive.
In both cases, they’ll need help to get there, they’ll need a teacher or coach, and there’s no shame in that, nor any necessity for power-plays.
(With emphasis on the word ‘necessity’ — they happen, but they don’t have to; they aren’t inherent in the pedagogical structure like Remski seems to think.)
Having said all this, Matthew is absolutely right when he says that this word ‘awakening’ — this claim, if it is made — has social capital in certain ‘spiritual’ circles, and is complexly wedded to issues of transference and countertransference in those circles.
Social capital can always be used for good or ill. That’s exactly why people who’ve gone through the awakening process are very unlikely to declare themselves ‘awake’ or, god forbid, ‘enlightened’. (Though there are rare exceptions to this rule.)
And Matthew is also correct when he suggests that we shouldn’t be concerned with whether anyone else is awake, because we can’t know that with any certainty.
In conclusion, I hope that these clear definitions of spiritual awakening are a step toward the ‘informed consent’ that Remski and many others are rightly concerned about.
In undertaking studentship, it’s important that you know what you’re signing up for, otherwise ‘consent’ is meaningless, Remski argues; and that’s why I wrote this post.
Of course, the problem still remains that words describe these alternate paradigms less well than they describe any philosophy or religion, because these paradigms are not conceptually-based. That is, they don’t arise as a result of believing something.
Having said all this, I should clarify that there’s no reason anyone ought to be interested in this whole spiritual awakening thing.
Sources: TantrikStudies.SquareSpace.com; Vimeo.com
Christians call this being born again….and it absolutely is a big deal. Jesus Christ is our mediator to the spirit world. The only truth.